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BY HAROLD T. BECK

OCTOBER 3 - OCTOBER 9, 1998

OCTOBER 9, 1998

This is the weekend.......

for the fall foliage! Everyone has been busy comparing the leaves this year to the leaves last year. I vaguely remember that last year's leaves were very beautiful. I also realize that this fall has been a lot warmer than last year and it seems that the leaves have not been so eager to change. At least until now, that is; and I am here to tell you that in the past three days they have begun changing in a big way. This is the weekend.

Many of our readers within a two hundred mile radius have e-mailed us and asked which weekend is best. This is the one. The weather forecast is for perfect fall days on Saturday and Sunday. Just to refresh your memories, refer to the September 30th article, Where I live, to understand what the Allegheny National Forest is all about.

In a four county area we have 520,000 acres of natural splendor. You can easily reach it from any direction. Interstate 80 is only a half an hour south of the forest providing access from the east and west. To the north, the  New York Southern Tier Expressway (US 17) is only a stones throw away when you reach Olean or Salamanca, depending on the direction from which you are traveling. US 219 travels through the center of the forest coming from North to South. Access from the south can be made using PA routes 62 or 66.

Route 62 follows the Allegheny River and gives a peaceful drive and lovely views of the river. When you get to Warren take US Route 6 east. Route 59 begins at the eastern end of Warren and will take you to the Allegheny Reservoir and the Kinzua Dam. It is past the dam as you climb the mountain into McKean County you will get the full impact of the changing leaves. In fact all of Route 59 is now ablaze with a mix of colors all the way to Smethport. If you travel that way, stop in the Rainbow Inn in Marshburg. It is only 14 miles past the dam and you can say hello to Anita and have a 16 ounce Prime Rib for $9.95. Ask for me. I'll be at the bar.

If you chose to take Route 6 east stop in at the Mineral Well Restaurant. It just past the turnoff for Route 59 outside of Warren on your left. On Sunday, October 11, they are hosting their second annual Hot Pepper Festival.  The owner, Tony Gigliotti is locally known for his exotic preparations of peppers. He has continued a tradition which, according to family legend, began with a relative of Tony's who traveled to the new world with Christopher Columbus, Franchesco Gigliotti (pronounced Gilotti). At the festival, you will be allowed to sample some of the specialties handed down through the generations to Tony's father, A.V. Gigliotti of Walston, PA. Tony welcomes everyone and says: "Ask about our hot pepper rings, hot or sweet peppers in olive oil, or our roasted hot Italian Banana Peppers and non-stick Sweet Peppers." He has them available as appetizers on a regular basis.

All in all, this is the weekend to travel to Northwestern Pennsylvania. This is the time to enjoy the leaves. Check our other advertisers for lodging information and other services.

OCTOBER 8, 1988

More about mornings and public funds

It seems to me that many McKean County residents are wondering why we subsidize Cameron, Elk, and McKean Counties Mental Health and Mental Retardation Agency with tax payer dollars when they are a supervisory agency, doing no actual treatment, and are 100% funded by State and Federal dollars.

-Why are we spending $173,500 of our tax dollars a year to support two other counties? I remember when Potter County was part of that and they left. They must have known something we didn't. It is time we got out of it too.

-I am in favor of giving the SPCA the extra $6,000 they need and taking it away from the CEM Agency. It seems to me that many of the places they support treat the same people over and over with little or no results. I am not someone who does not have a heart. I am very much aware that some people are sick all of their lives in mental health and retardation is a permanent condition. But I think that with the proper supervision we could save money and not need to add extra to their treasury. And it seems they don't have that evidenced by the wasteful and unnecessary move costing how much? I think the organization should be shaken up from the top to the bottom. As I understand it and from what I have read, only you and Weaver are in opposition to anything this woman wants to do. Is that true? It seems that Stratton goes along with the other counties to keep things the way they have always been. That means that you can't win no matter what. Give the dogs and cats the extra money and make the director stay at home and stop traveling.

-I wondered how you were able to finally balance the county budget. It seems that you guys made the big money spenders come in line. $173,500 doesn't sound like much money when you are talking about a $26 million dollar budget, but every penny of tax dollars counts and saving that money could be spent in needier and more critical areas than being a good neighbor and supporting Cameron and Elk counties.

-You were quick to point out that we were paying most of the Airport budget when there were other counties voting with more votes than us and not holding up their own weight. You have said the same about this CEM whatever that means. How did we get involved in these deals? Why are you the only one complaining? Are you wrong and everyone else right? Or, Mr. Beck, are you right and everyone else wrong? Why shouldn't we look out for our own county first and then if there is anything left over, then see if we can't help out our neighbors. I believe in being a good neighbor only after we have taken care of ourselves first. Keep up the good work in keeping the people informed.

-I agree with you about CEM being a bureaucracy out of control with no direct supervision. I have known Cindy Zembryki for many years and you are right about her traveling across the state without good purpose. She is wasting money and the former Administrator of CEM grounded her for doing just that. She was a professional meeting attendee and he got tired of it and put it to an end. Now that she is the Administrator there is no one to oversee what she does and where she goes. She spends public money without responsibility or accountability. She proved that with the move and has privately celebrated the fact that she has destroyed the power of the board to vote on what she does and doesn't do as evidenced by the move. Her so called emotional interview with WESB when you called for her resignation in July was an act. She has done that with her voice when it suits her, when she is nervous, and when she is caught in a lie. Keep it up and don't give up. You are on the right track.

-I would give the SPCA the $6,000 and another $10,000 on top of that if I were you. I would also take it away from those CEM people too. I think it is time to stop throwing good money after bad.

-What do you have against Cameron and Elk Countys?  There was never a problem until you decided you were paying too much. You are large than Cameron and Elk Countys and you should pay more than we do. We all get the same services. Isn't that what it is about?

-I am from Cameron County and I do not like how you keep knocking us. We are a small county and our joining with you for certain services should not be an issue. I don't understand why you worry about money all of the time and ignore the good that those dollars really do. I cannot believe you would ever consider taking money away and giving it to the SPCA. Why don't you get a brain for a change.

-I was not aware that money from our County taxes was going to pay for an agency that spends that money in other counties. I think that is outrageous. While the people in Elk County and Cameron County enjoy lower taxes we are paying more to support them. I am glad that you have brought that to our attention. Now do something about it!

-Public programs have long been out of control in both dollars spent and the people in control who believe that they are irreplaceable and above public supervision. That is what I see has happened in Cameron, Elk, and McKean Counties Mental Health and Mental Retardation Agency. Cindy Zembryki is one of those bureaucrats who feels she is above the people. I have known her and have worked with her. She is a power hoarder and keeps her subordinates in the dark in order to protect her position. She did the same thing with the CEM Governing Board and it seems that only you and Mr. Weaver had the brains to see that and the courage to speak up. I know it didn't do any good but at least you tried. Isn't that what counts? Maybe some day you will succeed. The people  better wake up and give you the support you need. Before long it will be too late.

Those are ten of fifty-two responses we had to yesterday's article that mentioned CEM and Cindy Zembryki. We had sixteen others that addressed my wife's ill temper in the morning.

-If I had to wake up and see you the first thing every morning Bud I would be miserable to.

-Who can blame Sharyn? Look at you! Get a shave and lose some weight. Then maybe she would be in a better mood when she gets up. If I were her I would knock the living crap out of you for even mentioning my name in your daily article. I hope she reads this and does.

-Looking at you every day would ruin anyone's disposition.

The other thirteen said pretty much the same as those three. I would like to believe that Cindy Zembryki sent all sixteen, but I know better, she is out of town probably attending another conference.
By the way, it is now 6 AM and Sharyn got up in a very good mood today and the dogs let me sleep all night and even the old one, Willie, was good. 

OCTOBER 7, 1998

Mornings: How you wake up

When does your day begin? How does it begin? Did you know that the first moment of your waking day can affect the rest of the day until you finally go back to bed and sleep?

My day begins anywhere between 1:30 and 5 AM. Usually, one of the dogs will wake me up wanting to go out. For some reason, when I am gone they do not do that to Sharyn. When I am gone they seem to sleep the entire night. Even the old one, Willie, will not leave Sharyn the customary present on the rug at the door if she fails to get up for them. Why is that?

If I have a bunch of things on my mind when I go to bed I can just about expect that I will wake at 1:30. Those things will keep me from falling back to sleep and out of frustration, I will get up. This is budget time for the County and I keep this computer in contact with my computer at work and I do work on the budget three or four mornings a week. Really, it is easy working on the budget at that time rather than during the work day because the phones are not ringing and there is no new crisis with which to contend. I can post changes in the day as time permits and then refine them "in the wee hours of the morning."

Waking up with the budget on my mind will certainly influence my day. When later in the day when some of my favorite people come in asking for new programs or more money in wages, you can just about guess what I might say; and, you can probably hear my blood pressure increase.

The SPCA asked for $10,000 from the County this year instead of the $4,000 we give them. They are where they always were. They have not embarked on any program to expand facilities. No. They are just trying to survive. As Larry Stratton was discussing this with me CEM (Cameron, Elk, and McKean Counties Mental Health and Mental Retardation) called wondering who was coming to sign their checks this Thursday. I have refused to sign any more because of Cindy Zembryki's administration of CEM and her squandering of financial resources on unnecessary moves and improvements.

In the budget so far there is $173,500 for our share of CEM. That is more than what Cameron and Elk Counties pay combined. Mental Health and Mental Retardation programs are funded by the State and Federal Governments. They are funded at 100% of their cost. No one is able to explain to me why we must pay anything.

Before taking office in 1996, CYS used to cost McKean County anywhere from $500,000 to $1,000,000 in what was known as overmatch. That was a nice way of saying that we were spending more than what we were receiving. That changed one day in February, 1996 when the director was told to live within his budget or else. Guess what? He did and has ever since.

The same was true of Sena Kean Manor. The county was reimbursed 95.5% of legal expenses. The lions share of reimbursement was Medicaid (State welfare funding). We farmed out Medicare reimbursements such as rehabilitative services, etc. and carried an extremely low bed rate for Medicare (about half of the other facilities in the county).

Our Medicare reimbursements were only 35% of what other nursing homes in the county were receiving for the exact same services. At the same time we had private pay patients who paid us cash. Their payments plus Medicare should have been more than enough to cover our 4.5% yet somehow they weren't. Why? Why did the county lose money then on Sena Kean Manor and we now make money? Could it be that County Commissioners concerned with the bottom line made a difference? Was that why the Administrator and the Fiscal Manager both resigned? Decide for yourself.

Then there is CEM and Cindy Zembryki. See what I mean about how you get up in the morning!  The SPCA needs an additional $6,000 this year and I think we should take it from CEM and give it to them. The $173,500 doesn't go to treatment programs for the Mentally Retarded or the Mentally Ill.

The $173,500 supports the administration of a bureaucracy that believes that it needs new surroundings for more money and new computers and new phones and new carpeting and private parking. The $173,500 supports the Administrator traveling the state going to Managed Care meetings when McKean County will be lucky to see Managed Care before the year 2112.

The $173,500 we pay every year is squandered and we could use that money to support programs that do not already have 100% funding from the State and Federal Governments. If Cameron and Elk Counties want CEM in lavish surrounding and if they want Cindy Zembryki traveling the state wasting money attending every meeting that means nothing to us, then let them pay our share like we do for them at the Airport.

Budget time! See how I wake up in the morning. My wife on the other hand, doesn't wake up peaceful like me. She complains that I got out of bed and woke her. She complains that I closed the door and woke her. She complains that I turned the outside light on and woke her. She complains that I beat the dog and woke her. She complains that I typed too loud on the computer and woke her. It seems to me that when she wakes up, all she does is complain. Why can't she be peaceful like me. It is now 4 AM. 

OCTOBER 6, 1998

Why Tuesday?

Shortly, between ten and eleven this morning, more people will log on to this web site than in any other hour in the entire week.  Can you explain that to me?

Between ten and eleven on Tuesdays is usually a busy time for me. We always seem to be in a meeting about one thing or another. I can't remember when I last had a Tuesday off. Why then do so many people read The Publisher's Page on this day at that particular time?

Tuesdays are lousy days for bars. Customers are worn out from the weekend and tired from staying up watching Monday Night Football. The restaurant business, aside from business lunches, stinks, too. If you have a dinner special like two spaghetti dinners for the price of one, Tuesday night is the time to run it. I wonder if Pete at The Downbeat in Bradford is still running that? Senior citizens really go for specials like that, and as I get older it becomes more appealing to me, too.

Tuesdays follow rainy Mondays. Tuesdays are good days to have ten cent chicken wings. Tuesday television programming isn't as powerful as Monday or Wednesday and it seems to draw the sitcoms and television news programs that will not be renewed next season, or even make it through this one. Are Tuesdays cursed?

Evidently not for The Mountain Laurel Review.  Overall, Tuesdays are our busiest day. They always have been. Even at our worst time, one to two in the morning, Tuesdays have twice the readership of any other day. Don't ask me to explain that. I can't!

If Mondays were weak, I could understand it. I could pass it off by saying that no one got around to reading us since Friday and they were just catching up on Tuesday. That is not the case. I have e-mail asking why I don't write on Saturday or Sunday, or at least have a guest writer on those two days? From the trend report I receive each week, we start high on Monday, hit a peak on Tuesday, and then drop a bit for the rest of the week. In all, our readership stays even for the week with us picking up new readers every day. I never imagined that. Do you think people like my picture better than my writing?

A man from Chicago recently told me he like the story I did on the death of Robert Young, Who Knows Best Now? I can't remember what day of the week I wrote that, but I liked writing it, too. I considered that a real compliment considering the man was from Chicago and had the opportunity to read Mike Royko (may he rest in peace) all those years. Not to be so bold, I just enjoyed the compliment from Chicago. Thanks.

Tuesdays are interesting days for me. The local paper reports on the Commissioner's Meeting on Monday and I get to read about what I did or did not say. Many times the coverage of the meeting makes me wonder if I was even there. Old Joe Suain, a World War II veteran from Hazelhurst, came yesterday. He started picking on Jim Buck from The Era because he didn't give even one line to Joe at a meeting talking about the flag. Joe didn't understand and still doesn't understand that to Jim, that wasn't a news worthy item. I haven't read the paper today, but I will just about guarantee it that Jim didn't mention Joe bringing the issue up again.

I tried to bring some levity to the situation by reminding Joe that this is Newspaper Week. (Who thought that one up?) I asked him to take it easy on Jim. No doubt to real writers, like Jim, this is a special time, kind of like your birthday. People should be nice to you on your birthday, just like we should be nice to news reporters in Newspaper Week. We should all send cards to our favorite local newspapers before this week ends. We should all call our favorite newspaper publisher and wish him or her a Happy Newspaper Week, too.

Anyway, Joe Suain is a man who proudly served his country and is proud of our flag. I am disturbed when some of the local media people roll their eyes and act bored when people like Joe, or Gail Causer, or Jay Todd and others, ask questions at the meetings. The media should know better. These are public meetings. They are not held just so the media can paraphrase and misrepresent what is really going on. It means the public is invited. They are invited to attend and participate if they would like and ask the same questions the media can. It is democracy at its best. Comments like: "I can see what kind of meeting this is going to be," when some of our citizens show up are totally uncalled for and unprofessional. (By the way, Jim Buck did not say that. It was someone else.)

What about freedom of speech? That means more than being able to legally misquote me or say things about me that aren't true and get away with it because I have made myself a public figure. Freedom of Speech means a man like Joe- in fact, especially a man like Joe, who fought for this country and the world's freedom, has the right to come to our public meetings and say what he damn well pleases! He has earned his right and has defended your right to do just that. If you and I have the right to write what we want, Joe can say what he wants, too. The last time I checked, this was still America.

So there you have it. Tuesdays. I can't explain it. All I can say to all of you who have taken your time to read these words is Thank You very, very much. God Bless all of you. 

OCTOBER 5, 1998

Angels and corrections

Chris wrote: "Bud, Teddy Roosevelt was a Republican! You should have known that because you have a lot in common with him. You both fought the good old boys of the party."

Thanks, Chris. I wrote back: "Opps! But can't you just imagine Betty charging up San Juan Hill!" Chris was right. I should have known that. It must have been one of those momentary lapses that comes from having too much time on my hands. Or, maybe the angels misled me.

What?

Sharyn and I went to Pittsburgh this weekend for a wedding reception. We needed the break. Both of us were beat and just needed to get away. The Sheraton at Station Square is one of our favorite places in Pittsburgh and Station Square is a fun place. We spent some time shopping and some quality time, eating.

We both love the Grand Concourse.  I wrote about a very pleasant experience we had there in August, and we managed to eat there on Friday night for dinner, and again, on Sunday for brunch.  Both the meals and the service were excellent, as usual. This is a place that is in walking distance from the hotel and has one of the most charming atmospheres you can imagine. It was once the Pittsburgh and Lake Erie Railroad Station. This place is a must if you want to get away for a casual weekend. Anyway, back to the angels.

Many of us are familiar with Monica - not Clinton's Monica - but rather Monica the Irish angel from Touched by an Angel, CBS - Sundays, 8PM. She is on weekly with Tess and Andrew, two other angels sent by God to convey his message of love for mankind.

I was told about angels first by my mother, and then by the nuns in the Catholic Schools. I remember the picture of the little boy reaching out over a cliff to catch a butterfly and his guardian angel behind him reaching to keep him from falling. I always wondered about my guardian angel back in those days. I believe that I had one even though I wasn't exposed to any special danger other than ducking and occasional baseball or punch, and getting sacked as I tried to throw the football. I am sure that my guardian angel found duty pretty boring until I went off to college, and then the service.

Life probably got pretty interesting for my guardian angel in those years. I am sure that I kept him on his toes, if it was a him. If it was a her, something I have never thought about before this moment, I probably owe her several hundred apologies for my behavior. Still, I owe him or her, many thanks for working overtime to protect me from myself.

I always imagined angels like Monica, Tess, and Andrew.  I knew that angels protected L.A. Rotheraine's tomato plants. That explained why they grew so tall, were so sweet, and bore so many tomatoes. I was sure that they had personalities that were perverse and crazy at times, and were out there kicking around taking care of mankind. Then, on Saturday night,  I saw City of Angels.

Sharyn and I were tired. It had been a rainy cold day in Pittsburgh. By six, we were done in from the reception. We went back to our room and decided to order from room service and watch a movie. Sharyn claims that she wanted to watch Lethal Weapon IV, but she wasn't all that convincing. She insists she said to order that movies five or six times, but I can only remember her saying it once. It is entirely possible that she did suggest the Mel Gibson movie that many times. My father in law claims that after so many years a man's defense mechanisms begin to kick in and God, in his wisdom, allows our minds to tune out our wives and much of their idle chatter. If she did say she wanted to watch the movie that many times, then I tuned her out.

Anyway, I ordered City of Angels, and have since been accused of having "the hots for Meg Ryan."

Nicholas Cage plays an angel named Seth and Meg Ryan is a doctor. From television advertising I already knew that Nicholas Cage was going to fall in love with Meg Ryan. It was categorized in the movie listings as a comedy, but there was nothing really funny about this movie that was in fact, a drama. That fact did not cause the conflict between Sharyn and me. The conflict arose out of the way the angels were portrayed. They weren't like Monica, Tess and Andrew.

The angels in this movie were different from any angels we have ever seen (in movies that is) and will probably never be portrayed like this ever again. Still, I liked these angels because this is probably how they really are.

All the angels wore black. All black- pants, shirt and coat - black! When they were not present as some one died, or were in their room when they were sick, they were in the public library reading over the shoulders of the people who were there. Seth liked Ernest Hemmingway and even borrowed the book and put it on Meg Ryan's bed stand with a favorite page marked. At sunrise and sunset the angels would assemble on the beach. They supposedly heard music at those times of the day. They were never hungry and never felt emotion. While they sat on buildings and the top of bridges, they could not feel the wind on their faces.

Seth kept a book. He would ask people what they like most about life when they died. Many said they like the feeling of wind on their faces. While I like it sometimes, the wind on my face is not in my top ten favorite things about life. Later in the movie, however, Seth does stumble on two of my favorite things.

Sharyn objected to these witless and dull angels. She thought it was not proper to portray an angel as some dopey spirit intently watching cartoons over the shoulder of a sick kid in the hospital. Many of us would even object to this movie telling us that humans cannot ever become angels. The movie points out that the angels were created to assist God in his work and are beings totally separate from human beings. When Seth takes a small girl to heaven and she wants to be an angel, he wants to mislead her. He wants to give her some paper wings so she can play being an angel. His friend tells him that he cannot do that. He must tell the truth.

This movie is far from winning any type of award for anything. It is slow but the sound track is great and I bought it yesterday for the trip home. While the movie and the writing and the pace may leave a bit to be desired, I would watch this one several more times just because of the angels and the guy who plays the fat cop on NYPD Blue, who is a former angel who used his free will to fall and become human. The angels in this movie fit into my perception of what these spirits must be like.

They don't speak with Irish accents and are pretty with red hair and are always bubbly or serious. Just once I'd like to see Monica bitchy with PMS telling Andrew to shut his mouth and that God can't stand him and that is why he is the Angel of Death. But Touched by an Angel is produced by the same people who give Bill Clinton his material on how to mislead us and misdirect the media. They are experts at spin and misdirection and that is why I refuse to believe in Monica and Tess even if they do make me cry every week.

No, my guardian angel, who has been through a whole lot with me, has to be one of those guys hanging out in the library just to maintain sanity. I can imagine him sitting on top of my house watching the sunrise and listening for the music, the whole time shivering in the February air that is somewhere below zero, asking himself why he drew me. "Am I being punished?" he probably has asked more than once, just as Seth does at the end of the movie.

To my guardian angel: I'm sorry for all the trouble I have caused you. You must have screwed up really bad to have been given me. I don't care what that other angel told Seth. You are being punished and I do like your black coat.

OCTOBER 3-4, 1998

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